I fucking hate this feeling of darkness that just consumes every bit of me… No matter how hard I try to cast it out… it still comes back and lurks for days on end. I just feel so fucking alone like no one understands me at all and that im empty inside. It’s as if the darkness has taken all the matter that once made me full and left me with nothing at all. It’s a dark fucking cloud that never seems to fully go away.
I just had a brillant idea..
I really want to have a radio show at some college and have students listen to it.. I would play a wide variety of music and also have some insightful information to give to the audience. Maybe even have some guests on the show.. It would be so cool. If only I was back at LAX.
What are people’s thoughts on this?? Let me know in the message box above!! Please it would be much appreciated!!!